|Madeline & Michael Arendt Bridal Party 11/21/70|
There had been many tears shed this past week and have a feeling there may be several more days ahead that will be the same. I'm trying to find ways to cope with the sadness, the loneliness, but mostly the loss of his physical presence. I find when I look through photos and see Mike's smile or the looks that only I can read on his face, it brings a smile to my own face, and I get a sense of him and all the wonderful things he possessed.
|Just love those "crossed-eyes"|
Listening to songs that speak of what we shared are difficult. So many songs spoke my mix of feelings, but I wanted to try to be uplifting and smile about all our years together. So Sweetheart, with every heartbeat, this one is for you.
I miss spending this special day with you, leaving those cards for each other, and having a "dinner date". I know that when I need you ... and I will - there you'll be!
Always & Forever